Sunday, March 6, 2011

My Overactive Mind

Sometimes I hate my overactive mind. It gets me into all kinds of trouble and makes me doubt and worry about things that I shouldn't.

But it is such a predicament... I can't just ignore my mind completely because it is a good mind, a smart, thoughtful one, just sometimes too analytical.

Maybe my emotions are the culprit. I feel too much and my mind follows their path into a spiral of painful thoughts.

Oh useless insecurities. Trust issues.

What to do, what to do with sensory overload?

I am becoming more calm, patient; I am able to put things from my mind easier instead of letting them stew, spread, mutate, and infect. But I still have miles to go because one time too many, and my mind becomes suspicious and the disease overwhelms me.

I hope I haven't ruined a beautiful thing too soon...

Friday, August 20, 2010


Taken by: Me, in August, with my Nikon D90

I still haven't learned my camera completely, but I thought these pictures turned out quite nicely and I love my Chewy. He's so huge now! My cat Bella is a much more difficult one to take pictures of. She's a scaredy cat, literally.

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Ode to Awesome