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Tuesday, July 28, 2009

These Are a Few of My Favorite Things...

Black and white photos
Cameras
Pictures
Photography
Bokeh
WeHeartIt.com
Hearts
Stars
Polka-dots
Chocolate
Ice Cream
Raspberry jelly-filled donuts
Cherry popsicles
Orange creamsicles
Pina Colada-flavored things
Snowcones
Strawberries
Peaches
Rainy days
Cherry pie
Snow
Butterflies
Hippos
Puppies (especially Maltese and Miniature Schnauzers)
The Ocean
Monkeys
Magic 8 Balls
Singing
Music
Europe (I want to go to England, France, and Italy)
Family
Boyfriends
Cream Soda
Cherry Coke
Harry Potter
Roald Dahl
Twilight
Funny actors (such as Jim Carrey, Will Ferrell, Owen Wilson, Ben Stiller)
Jay Leno's Monday Night Headlines
TV shows
Learning something new
History
Kids
Candy
Ridiculously stupid/funny movie quotes that never fail to make me laugh
Johnny Depp
Vanilla scent
Cotton Candy
Coconut scent
People that make me laugh and smile
Quotes
Poems
Buffy the Vampire Slayer
Disney movies
Disney princesses
The Little Mermaid
The Lion King
Disneyland
Roller Coasters
Memories
Mermaids
Faeries
Koalas
People with cool accents
Mad Libs
Board Games
Laughter and happiness
Skinny jeans
Cute shoes
Lazy days
Turquoise
Nice people
Flowers
Movies
Ross (the store)
Pineapple
Pickles
Making lists, like this one
Fortune cookies
IHOP
Chili's
Dr. Seuss
Edgar Allan Poe
Conan O'Brien
December
Christmas
Laughing :)
Gum
San Diego
My cats (Chewy and Bella)
$5 movie bin at Walmart
Blue Coconut slushies and Cherry Limeades at Sonic
Cherry Coke
Vanilla Coke
Ebay and Amazon
The Library
Fun Dip
Songs
Computers
Facebook
Caramel Apple Pops
Blow Pops
Classic clothing
Vampires
Mexican food
Italian food
Breakfast
Bubbles
Sidewalk chalk
Coloring
The Office
Dwight K. Schrute
Halloween
Math
Forever 21
Plato's Closet
Thrift stores
Fall/Autumn
Pumpkin pie with Cool Whip
Bubblegum machines
Getting the toy out of cereal boxes
Golden Grahams
Bob's soft peppermint sticks
Earrings
Making bead jewelry
Discovery Channel
Watching TV series on DVD
Fairy tales
Children's books
Reading
Fantasy
Stargazing/Astronomy
Astrology
The beach
Candy necklaces
Discovering a new band or song that I love and listening to it a bajillion times in a row

Monday, July 27, 2009

My Life

Well, hello blog, I have no idea what to write, but I shall. I want to use this blog to write about anything I please and my other blog I will use solely for my favorite song lyrics. So..... my life. I don't know what to think of it right now. A lot of changes have happened in the past 6 months or so. I had to make some hard decisions, work has changed from ok to not very pleasant, people have come and gone, I've slowly become unhappy and lost, and I don't know what to do. I do not want to go to school anymore, but I know I should, because I definitely want to move on from what I'm doing now and do something I enjoy. I've always wanted to be a teacher, and I am slowly working towards that. I love children. Is it bad that I like children more than adults? They are wonderful and they don't judge you. They just look up to you and love you and enjoy everything. Not a care in the world. But with adults, there is always superficial small talk, which I hate, and judgment and worries. But of course, it's not all bad, I just simply love children. Maybe I didn't have enough of a childhood. I am usually the oldest of my siblings, my friends, my cousins, my peers, and my classmates, so I have always been more mature and responsible. Even more so than my own mother. But I envy these people and children who seem not to have a care in the world. I have lived my life with constant worrying, stress, anxiety, striving for perfection, and fear of failure. This is a troublesome way to go through life. I would like to enjoy life more. Hopefully everything will work out. And this is how I think it will: Like I was saying before, I am going to school and I want to be a teacher. Someday I'll have my own cute classroom with smiling young children who admire me and who I love to teach. I will continue working at the restaurant I am at now, and if I can't stand it any longer, I will go to another restaurant. I like serving overall as a job while going to school. The tips make for great money that other flexible jobs just can't compare to. I would also like to move out. I think that would help me greatly, to have my own apartment, my own space, my own cute things in each cute room, just the way I envision. But I just need to make sure I can afford it while going to school. And finally, for the last and most important and most complicated thing in my life: love. For the past 5 years, I have gone from one relationship to the next to the next. I have made mistakes and have been confused. But hopefully I have grown from these experiences and true love awaits for me. And so I'm just passing the time and wishing and dreaming and hoping of a life where eveything falls into place.